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영어공부 10일차 - 링글 복습(The Tiara Syndrome) + 내일 수업 예습

영어를 잘하고 싶다..! 그래서 영어를 못하는 내 모습을 바라보고 고쳐야하는게 너무 괴롭고 힘들다.. ㅠㅠ 지금도 거의 울면서 공부하는 중이다... 조금 즐겁게 하는 방법을 찾고 있다. 최소한 덜 괴로운 방식이라도 ... 그래도 그냥 하자! 하자하자..! 

 

1. The Tiara Syndrome

- cervical cancer : 경추 암

- avid attendee : having or showing a keen interest in or enthusiasm for something. 

Yes of course. When I was in the military, they always used to say to me, she is from the best university, but she is my subordinate. Spontaneously, they didn't listen to their superiors. They just ignore his words. I think they had big ego, but I need to learn from them. It is awful for those entering a new stage in their lives. The criticism was really terrible. I think maybe all of my colleagues when through the same feelings of imposter syndrome, but I think they could easily ignore the criticism, but I couldn't. 

Actually, I don't have any specific method to defend myself. But I'm trying to not react to the unwarranted criticsm. For example, I think my supervisor wanted to make small talk with me and I felt like I had to laugh at the criticism about me. But now, I'm trying not to react to unwarranted criticism. I think it's the most polite way to express being given criticism. Recently, I had never heard unwarranted criticism. I talked about this criticism to my superior, but he didn't remeber. He thought he was making small talk when he was criticizing me. At that time I also had a smile on my face. 

I think I am a hard worker. Recently, I started a new study group for reading literature. I think I was the most into the meeting. ... I started taking vocal lessons.  I think I am the most avid attendee. 

I would describe myself as a very determined person. My univeristy major was so hard. I think there was a limit on how well I could do academically. When I entered my department, there were many Chinese immigrant students, so I faced a lot of grade ceilings. I gave up on working hard, so now I just do work. I am not a hard workder, but I do work. 

 

2. 예습

- What I'm working on -- about --  

- Why I chose this major

- basically I'm going to ~ . I'm dealing with a little bit of imposter syndrome myself.